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I feel so low right now. So yeah, this annoying 17-year old is back. Some will say, "Oh what does he have to say now?" To tell you the truth, I don't. I recently gave a mock test paper for JEE. Yeah, I'm supposed to be 'IIT material' and I can be an 'engineer'. But that is SO not true. I don't even get it why I have to do this. It's like there's nothing else to do. Just IIT. That's it. End of the line. Anyway, the test went nothing like I expected. I got a ZERO. Yep, I did. I am such a failure. People say there's a lot of scope taking up sciences. I don't know who these people are, but that is such a lie. Being a Science student I just can't seem to find a single option to take up as a career. And my parents have such high expectations for me thinking that I'm gonna crack IIT. Little do they know that that is never gonna happen. To be honest, I'm lazy. VERY lazy. I just don't see the point of studyin...
I have no idea how this works. So yeah, I'm a 17-year-old guy who is living his life as it goes. I guess I have had many moments that I would really want to share with people, friends, family and who not, but see, a conversation usually involves two people consciously listening and talking to each other. I realized people don't listen. They never will. Everyone has their own lives to handle and they don't give crap about the other person. I guess that's why people go for 'therapy sessions' and what not so that at least someone can hear them out. I guess I never had that luxury for someone to listen to me. Don't get me wrong, I have an amazing family and have some wonderful bunch of friends. But I never had that 'special friend' who is your 'bae' or 'chuddy-buddy'; someone who knows what his friend is going through, what he wants/likes, what he is up to and stuff. And the few times I believed I did, I was so wrong. No one ever take...