Life... As I Know It.

I have no idea how this works. So yeah, I'm a 17-year-old guy who is living his life as it goes. I guess I have had many moments that I would really want to share with people, friends, family and who not, but see, a conversation usually involves two people consciously listening and talking to each other. I realized people don't listen. They never will. Everyone has their own lives to handle and they don't give crap about the other person. I guess that's why people go for 'therapy sessions' and what not so that at least someone can hear them out. I guess I never had that luxury for someone to listen to me. Don't get me wrong, I have an amazing family and have some wonderful bunch of friends. But I never had that 'special friend' who is your 'bae' or 'chuddy-buddy'; someone who knows what his friend is going through, what he wants/likes, what he is up to and stuff. And the few times I believed I did, I was so wrong. No one ever take...